I'm sad

I lost the nui. I'll try my best to find it but..... I also miss mother. She's going to a funeral in poland, don't think i would of went to Poland that way. But atleast they stuff from Wooacry is being produced! I am thinking about get this but i don't know. Do i make one  or get it.  I'll make That and yhe myself wearing hibikis's outfit kiss. I will make a more similar design to anime keychain later. Keychain is still there do i? (づ ^•. •^)?